Songs For The Dead Vol. 1

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Hello friends.

This is the fifth release of 'The Death Of A Modernist' and the first of the 'Songs For The Dead' volumes which is dedicated to showcasing 'emotive punk' driven artists.

I would like to send out a big 'thank you' to all the amazing labels & artists who agreed to participate in this project and to each of you for taking the time to listen.

I hope you all enjoy listening to Songs For The Dead Vol. 1. Please spread the word, download and share this mix tape with all of your friends.

Lastly... if you enjoy any of these artists, please do support them. Any little gesture will go a long way. They are all amazingly talented and deserve your attention.

Stay Punk.

T.

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released July 7, 2014

Photography :: Bryn De Kocks

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Track Name: Amor & Rabia - Košute
La vida libera los espíritus de las cárceles históricas, cimentadas en poder...
El verde intocable resalta las huellas del pasado... tal vez la condena del presente y el exterminio del mañana...
Reflejos de la obligación
Un futuro escrito en mentiras de piedra y metal.
Los símbolos de una época ingenua... creados en tiempos de miseria, ahora adorados como iconos de la inercia.
Track Name: Articicals - Schneiderberg
Alles das hast du gelernt,
und doch keine Antwort,
auf all deine Fragen.
Du hörst sie bloß jammern.

Hals- und Beinbruch,
halt die Ohren steif,
wer noch nicht gelernt hat,
ist nicht zum Lernen bereit.

Und alles das hast du gewollt,
doch sie kommt nicht wieder.
Und so oft hast du gefleht,
man komm mal wieder klar.

Hals- und Beinbruch,
halt die Ohren steif,
wer noch nicht gelernt hat,
ist nicht zum Lernen bereit.

Trauer vergeht,
und alles geht weiter,
all diese Wunden,
jetzt bleib doch mal stehen.

Alles das hast du gelernt.
Track Name: Aske - Forkastet
Finn deg en til i et liv uten mening
La deg styres av impuls
Forlat meg her, jeg er ikke verdt det
Dine rastløse øyne ser ingenting i meg
Du vil ødelegge alt du holder nært
Ingen vil følge

--

Get yourself another one, in a life with no meaning
Let impulse control you
Abandon me here, I’m not worth it
Your restless eyes see nothing in me
You will destroy everything you hold close
No one will follow.
Track Name: Aspergers - Море Спалить
ты - это то, что ты ешь, и поэтому мы стали друг другом. мы наполнили наши рты снегом от жажды, и чтобы замолчать, причиним себе боль.

молчать, чтобы уснуть.

чтобы закончить этот день.
Track Name: Состояние Птиц - XX
Прошу,

отпустите меня туда,

где солнце в облаках не слепит глаз

Я больше не хочу рождаться, обращаться в прах,

ведь все что я оставлю - грязь и шрамы на ступнях

В новый день врывается рассвет

окрасив темноту в цвет,

но не успев заполнить пустоту в нас, или просто сжечь связь

до тла сжечь связь.

Я здесь наблюдатель, я просто смотрю вокруг

незнаю в этом ли счастье

Надеюсь будет миг

когда дыханием звезд все унесет и выбросит в ночи,

от тесных комнат потеряются ключи и наши имена никто не вспомнит.
Track Name: Cariosa - Route 9 North
in a 65
as I hit 90
red flashing lights
follow close behind me

stuck in drive on this profoud path
rear views reveal that I'm chased by death
I am chased by death
and I'm just about out of breathe

open windows broaden horizons
but I can't decide what to keep my eyes on

I lose myself in the tree tops
just before my ride makes a full stop
blindly merge
to arrive on time
I must purge
the past from this life of mine
Track Name: Cathedraal - La Ville Brûle Depuis Des Jours
"LA VILLE BRÛLE DEPUIS DES JOURS"

Il n'y a pas de chaleur
Malgré cet immense brasier
Les minutes semblent des heures
Quand elles sont passées à te chercher

J'aimerais tant te dire des choses
Mais je ne peux pas
J'aimerais tant te dire des choses
Que tu ne sais pas

Sur l'ancienne grande place
Où subsistent quelques murs
D'étranges formes en cuirasses
S'abandonnent à leurs blessures
Et parmi les décombres
Les cadavres des chevaux
Je m'effacerai comme une ombre
Pour entendre ton écho

J'aimerais tant te dire des choses
Mais je ne peux pas
J'aimerais tant t'en dire des choses
Mais je ne peux pas
Je ne te trouve pas

Des robes de jeunes femmes
Dans la boue se morfondent
Les images de Wagram
Et les larmes se confondent
Je piétine de mes bottes
Des horloges brisées
Des dessins de corps nus
Sur le papier griffonnés
Et je garderai toujours
Sur moi tes gravures
Le séjour en bord de mer
Notre voyage sur la Baltique

Mais la ville brûle depuis des jours
La ville brûle depuis des jours

~

"THE CITY"S ON FIRE FOR DAYS NOW"

There's no heat
Despite this huge blaze
The minutes feel like hours
When they're spent looking for you

I wish I could tell you things
But I can't
I wish I could tell you things
That you don't know yet

On the old main square
Where a few walls remain
Strange silhouettes wearing breastplates
Abandon themselves to their wounds
And among the wreckage
Rest corpses of horses
I'll fade like a shadow
To hear your echo

I wish I could tell you things
But I can't
I wish I could tell you things
But I can't
Cuz I can't find you

Some young women's dresses
Mope in the mud
As memories of Wagram
Blend with tears
I trample with my boots
On some broken clocks
Drawings of naked bodies
Scribbled on paper
And I'll never forget
Your etchings
The seaside
Our trip on the Baltic

But the city's on fire for days now
The city's on fire for days
Track Name: Celebration - Unscannable!
i made a fool out of me at your expense. fuck mine too. my own expense. i understand that you want to keep your distance from me. i just wish i could too.
Track Name: Celeste - Au Pied D'une Bicoque Peu Séduisante
À force de lutter

contre les barrières trop épaisses qu'on lui a opposé

L'issue semble se trouver

au fin fond du puits qui lui a toujours servi à noyer

ses envies naissantes

qui lorgnent sur les mêmes pistes enivrantes



La tête penchée sur le côté

Les paupières vacillantes ou fermées



ses lèvres aux plis humectés

laissent par moments transpirer une sorte de faiblesse humiliante.



Toutes mains liées et paradant

autour de lui - abandonné au pied d'une bicoque peu séduisante -

trônent des gamines aussi laiteuses que fébriles



au firmament cette farandole l'enterre au plus profond

plus que délaissé, seule cette enfant semble pouvoir lui faire tout oublier.
Track Name: Century - Glas & Stein
Wenn nichts anderes mehr hilft verlieren wir einfach unsere Erinnerung.
Die Realität, wen interessiert die schon?
Unsere Stärke war sie noch nie und du bist dir sicher du bist auf dem richtigen Weg.
Also los, brenne die letzte Szenerie in dein Gehirn.
Wie sich alles dreht und alles niederbrennt,
wie deine Identität vor dir zusammenbricht.
Ich glaub Schiller wäre stolz auf uns!
Er hat zwar nichts damit zu tun,
aber solchen Vergleichen wirst du niemals leid.
Die Fragen stehen doch im Raum, bis zum Schluss.
Denn man verändert sich nicht, man vergisst nur für kurze Zeit,
kehrt dann zurück in das Vertraute, das Bekannte,
ob gut, ob schlecht,
spielt keine Rolle, man weiß Bescheid und ists gewohnt.
Man gibt sich hin und bleibt bereit,
auf dass man flüchten kann, auf kurz oder lang
und dann den Heimweg antreten kann,
in sein Nest aus Glas und Stein.
Track Name: Deer In The Headlights - LINE/GET IN LINE
YOU KNOW THE DISCOMFORT OF NOT GETTING A THING AS A CHILD
HOW INJUSTICE HURT LIKE A THORN IN THE EYE
LIKE BEING RIPPED FROM YOUR MOTHERS WOMB
IT FEELS LIKE I WAS TOOK FROM HER LAP TOO SOON
MAYBE CAUSE I NEVER GOT FELT YOUR STROKE
MAYBE CAUSE I NEVER GOT TO HOLD YOU CLOSE
TO FEEL THE ROUGHNESS OF YOUR FACE AGAINST MY CHEEKS
MAYBE THAT’S WHY AT NIGHTS IT’S HARD TO SLEEP
BAREFOOTED ON COLD GROUNDS
THROWN INTO THE WORLD WITH HOUNDS
BE INVISIBLE MAKE NO SOUND
HOPE THEY CHOOSE YOU, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND
DON’T TELL ME PLEASE I SHOULD EVER STAY QUIET
IT ONLY MAKES ME SCREAM LOUDER
IT’S HARD TO BE SILENT WITH ALL OF THE VOICES
TELLING YOU “ALWAYS FIGHT HARDER”
DON’T TELL ME PLEASE I SHOULD LOVE ALL THE PEOPLE
WHEN MOST OF THEM DESERVE HUNGER
IT’S HARD TO BE LOVING WITH ALL OF THE VOICES
SCREAMING LOUDER
CUTTING FINGERNAILS
SHREDDING OLD SKIN
WASHING ALL THE DIRT OFF
IM JUST CIRCLING AROUND
PROMISE ME
YOUR ABSENCE WASN’T THE CAUSE
QUITE HONESTLY
I COULDN’T CARE LESS IF THAT WAS THE PROBLEM
PROMISE ME
LIFE WOULD BE THE SAME
WITH YOUR HAND AROUND ME
QUITE HONESTLY
I NEVER FELT WHAT IT’S LIKE TO LOVE YOU
BAREFOOTED ON COLD GROUNDS
THROWN INTO THE WORLD WITH HOUNDS
BE INVISIBLE MAKE NO SOUND
HOPE THEY CHOOSE YOU, NOT THE OTHER WAY AROUND
BUT THE GROUND IS GETTING WARMER
I WILL SCREAM FROM THE TOP OF MY LUNGS
I WILL TAME THE HOUNDS
I WONT BE INVISIBLE ANYMORE
AND YOUR ABSENCE WONT CRIPPLE ME
IT HAS TAUGHT ME TO STAN IN LINE
AND WAIT
FOR EVERYTHING THAT I MINE
Track Name: The Earth Dies Screaming - Contrition
I won't let you end this tonight. I won't let you die. Show some respect for your own mistakes. I will ensure your survival, I will guarantee your guilt. Put down the god damn bottle, you aren't finished yet.
Track Name: Elephant Opinions - Kingly Halls
In a strange city lying alone
Far down within the dim West,
Where the good and the bad
and the worst and the best
Have gone to their eternal rest.
There shrines and palaces and towers
Resemble nothing that is ours.
Around, by lifting winds forgot,
Resignedly beneath the sky
The melancholy waters lie.
No rays from the holy heaven come down
On the long night-time of that town;
But light from out the lurid sea
Streams up the turrets silently ó
Gleams up the pinnacles far and free ó
Up domes ó up spires ó up kingly halls ó
Up fanes ó up Babylon-like walls ó
Up shadowy long-forgotten bowers
Of sculptured ivy and stone flowers ó
Up many and many a marvelous shrine
Whose wreathed friezes intertwine
Track Name: Enoch Ardon - Mucho Lujo
Mucho lujo eso es lo que yo siento cuando voy y cuando estoy allí
Es otra sensación, ya no tengo opción, es lo único que quiero es mucho lujo
Mucho lujo siéntelo esto es pura evasión
Mucho lujo siéntelo escucha el silencio
Track Name: Eyelet - Frail
We're always working/ but all we are is unlettered/ forever doomed to be over inspired and under produced/ gone at night/ gone for good/ the husk of a person/ no light in their eyes/ how quickly time slips past these frail fingers/ you can't hold it or stop it/ maybe just slow some of it down/ over inspired/ under produced...
Track Name: FJØRT - Valhalla
der himmel brennt
alles weiß
kein vergleich
zu allem sonst
das wird erzählt

die lunge brennt
von all dem dreck
denk nicht an mich
wenns dir gut geht

häng an den lippen
alicios wehen
das kommt nie mehr zurück

der tränke nebel
geht schnell verschütt
verschluckt beim blick zurück

kleinsten raum im schlafgemach
nimmst nur du ein

aufhören trost zu suchen
anfangen trost zu sein

der himmel brennt
alles weiß
kein vergleich
zu allem sonst
das wird erzählt

die lunge brennt
von all dem dreck
denk nicht an mich
wenns dir gut geht

ja ich komm nur selten heim
und wenn doch, dann lass mich endlich rein
ich bin das glück
Track Name: Fläneur - El Ahora Del Tiempo Pasado
Ruina tras ruina voy viendo
la catástrofe acumularse
indiferente ante la sucesión,
insisto, en este cumulo
volcando la espada, contra el futuro
fijo la mirada en el pasado.
Trazos sugieren realidades,
aseguran la victoria
sobre las muertes,
su privada lógica se impone,
impotente ante esta resisto
y en el vuelo del huracán
la historia se consolida,
este es el ahora del tiempo pasado
el deslizamiento contemplativo,
ya no hay promesa y seducción
eternización de la catástrofe,
el ahora del tiempo pasado
el ahora de la interpelación
Track Name: Gauth - Buried
Screams are heard though a soundless cell this is something all of you can
tell one person is alone and bleeding inside.
Track Name: I AM A CURSE - The Swell
Behold, with our plain eyes, reduced to make out ghosts
Beseech on our bloody knees, a spark for our shriveled hearts
To beat one more time, to feel how it felt, to feel how it felt.

Be loved and hold on to your myths and your tales
Because it's all you got, since you can't content yourself with yourself
Barking at the stars while we're all clawing for life

And tremble, the relief is not granted
Since nothing is granted, not even the hand you trample

And just wait, for the end to come
Unabsolved from your predicates
Pathetic and proud
Because it's all you have ever been
But you must honor the griefs unheeded
Do penance for the lives you claimed

Get swallowed by your Leviathan
with your forevers, forevers, forevers
And witness the harbingers of your failure
The symbol of a sin I have yet to commit

They spoilt the moment for they would not keep silent
The stain of their words, the stench of their breath
Praising the mercy of their lord
That angel of death
But oh ! Look at these god-fearing fools
Look at the land they roam
This is world made mad and cruel
For the scoundrels to enthrone
Track Name: I Saw Daylight - No Love, I Promise
Onward straight to the edge of the abyss, I´m falling asleep.
I still hear every word you whispered in my ear.
Onward straight to the edge of the abyss, bury me deep.
It was hard to accept that your love was never meant for me.
I have spent all my life waiting, until now.
Hell has opened its gates for me to enter.
I don´t know how long I´ve been waiting
begging and hoping, never receiving an answer.
I have tried and failed to keep me from drowning
but the weight was pulling me under, I was sinking again.
Death was so near, beside me, behind my back
but it´s not the time to leave
with a heart so weak, stronger than ever.
But I´m falling deeper, without complaining, with no regrets.
And the memories are fading the deeper it gets.
I will never forget your hands in mine, so cold
holding me tight, letting me go, pushing away, leaving behind.
I promise, no love for you, no love for you like mine, I promise
I will never find a heart like yours.
And I don´t want to, I´m still falling ever deeper
and I ask myself, how far will I get? How far from you?
How much more dark will the shadows become? The lights are fading.
How much time will pass until I have reached the ground?
Track Name: Ice Hockey - The Great Flood Of '93
lost a fortune in time spent and review
found some vices
quit anything i've learned
examples while you dig through
examples of what i can't do
this is what happens when you divide by zero
i don't see
there's no nerve in it
i don't see
there's no nerve in it
come from different cities
what could you prove
stoned in perfect silence
am i you
something stupid you'd all say
am i you
man, this slick stationary shit
what a way to drag your stubborn feet
so i know this day is coming
i feel sick every moment
wait to see my life eroding
hate this shit
my time is gone
(there is nothing left)
Track Name: Il Mare di Ross - Sogno Di Un Posto Lontano Da Te, Da Voi
A stento ricordo cosa provavo a stringere la tua mano,
è sempre stato facile per te dimenticare, voltarti e guardare lontano.
Per quanto sia reale vivi solo nei miei ricordi: morti e sepolti nel vento.
Dimmi a cosa serve avere ancora un cuore che pulsa invano.
Dimmi a cosa serve avere ancora un cuore che pulsa invano.
Se solo potessi cancellare ogni mio passo incerto fatto verso ogni ogni cosa che io ho perso, alba e tramonto avrebbero ancora un senso.
Nel mentre che aspetto un cuore nuovo per questo petto scrivo su pezzi di carta del mio dolore consapevole che mai sentirai queste parole.
Io aspetto, e intanto perdo.
Io aspetto, aspetto, spero e intanto perdo.
Ogni promessa è stata infranta,
nostalgia che mi abbraccia mentre la tua mano mi lascia.
Ora che non c'è più l'ombra dei tuoi per sempre dimmi cosa mi resta.
Dimmi cosa mi resta.
Track Name: Impression Year - The Mountain
The natural construction
Not made by a man
Breath comfortably And cool looks with the eyes
Seeking a different world from counterfeit tree Green beauty with natural construction.
Track Name: In Beliefs - I Care
How can I finally be able to see like those kids who’ve seen violence and who’ve seen treasury above those skies? Limits of life. Where does life go when you aren’t even able to imagine a world that exists truly? Because life is illusion and all is illusion. All this life lives inside me but dies at the suspect second I think about reality, but what is this life I lead when illusion is called life above those skies. All this life lives inside me.
Track Name: Incendiariat - Yo Anhelo Que Las Cenizas De Este Mundo Sean Nuestra Pista De Baile.
Tanta rabia fluye entre mis venas,
Se acumula en mi mente,
Hierve y dispersa mis manos
Y empiezan mil sueños
Y empiezan mil temblores.
Temblando se descarga mi rabia,
Se descargan mis cielos
Y quiebro los asesinatos.

Quiebro a los ladrones de los pueblos
Quiebro la historia (x2)

Aquella que quieren escribir los asesinos esta vez la escribiré yo (x2)

Yo soy fuego en la historia,
Yo soy incendio permanente.
Track Name: Iselia - Dark Premonition
Broken by a war
the hand the ruler dealt.
legion of forgiveness
without cause or reason
Skies fall
shown us separate
Shown us hopeless
Help us stand tall
I want to call you kind
And turn the other cheek
I want to feel the gentle ocean air
But kindness never cared
As I was left behind in the dark
Erase what I have seen
for my eyes are terrified
Of this dark I'm trapped in
Injured
Captive
Shadow caster
Moving forward
Honesty has left from me
shaking with a heavy burning anger
Celebrating casualties
as if it were intended
They have no idea
What cost comes from their actions
make them disappear
with everything they offer
I can see the Vanguard returning to ashes just where they belong
Oh Martel, do you see the second sphere?
Do you feel the “have not” here?
Did the fire light the room or the twinkle in your eye?
I have to know
Forced to live, leave well alone
Ill find Luin….
Someplace I’d like to call home
With palmacosta gone
I miss the market, the piers and the cobblestone
the only world I know
Come and go
I miss the moral, the thoughtful
I miss the “want to”
We can/will survive on our own without you
Track Name: Iwakura - Amber Teeth, Splintered
Rose you close like an outlaw
Crying out, ripped up, disfigured
Light through the paths.
How did we get here?
A progressive occultation of all sincerity.
Vouch saving all the lies
As if we could never die
Lost to the wires intwined
Blood on my fingers and eyes.
But it's not the same,
As we cross the line.
Sebastian calls out again
Across this crisscross patchwork.
Black snow falls on an empty vessel.
Crying out.
Not a single wretched thought has entered my mind
from a place on high
despite all the drugs, and all the dreams.
Take no pity on me.
For I am as I will be
No purity, no shame.
To call it a sin, I can't even begin
To rip the flesh from my concave chest again.
Track Name: Jungbluth - Keeping Peace
Die Uhren auf Null
und auch nach
den nächsten ein
bis zehntausend Mal.
Von vorn tut sich wohl trotzdem nichts.
Kein Weg zurück, ein Schritt zu weit.

So als würdet
ihr darauf warten,
dass endlich ein Mal
was passiert.
Um beim ersten Anzeichen
am lautesten loszuschreien.

Und fünf vor zwölf
heisst für euch
immer noch erst
kurz nach halb.

Ernsthaft, ticke ich nicht richtig?
Taktlos oder Zeitgefühl?

Warum kannst du
dieses »…aber«
nicht einfach mal
weglassen?!
Dein Satz hat doch
so gut angefangen.

Alles nur zu »unserem« Besten
versteht sich.
Um neben Heugabeln und Fackeln
friedlich schlafen zu gehen.



///


This song is about how many individuals live complacent lives. There is rarely a desire for changes to be made, as if there is a fear that what is familiar to them could be destroyed even by the slightest alterations to their everyday lives. It is about the societal reality that keeping peace for some always means chaos for others.
Track Name: Kaddish - End, As In Aim
So picture the gravest fear and dread;
Here hope is the lie that keeps its head.
Say you’ve got a hope;
Say you want an end to fear.
An end to fear.

Say you’ve got a hope;
Say you want an end to fear.
Track Name: Kitsch - Declive Hacia El Infinito
Los colores se deslizan con la cadencia de los contornos.
Las siluetas se transfiguran entre tanto movimiento.
La luz estalla en patrones al tropezar con la superficie.
Caras y voces que en afonía niegan mi pesadilla.
Y cuando siento que todo me absorbe, las visiones eclipsan.

Progresivamente me arropa la rigidez.
Mi carne cada día más trémula e indiferente.
Nada tiene sentido entre el estupor y la lucidez.
Distorciones del pasado se instalan en el presente.
Despidiéndome de todo rastro de lo que fui alguna vez.

El tiempo ya no existe
Mi persona, siempre en fuga
Los recuerdos se confunden
La claridad se atenúa
Donde estoy no es con mi cuerpo
Donde estoy, siempre en duda
Todo es desconocido
Los momentos se disipan
Un pasillo infinito
La muerte se agudiza
Track Name: Laeirs - Ventriloquist
Consuming tampered food and poisoned essentials.
Indirectly brainwashed. T.V depicts royalty.
Indirectly brainwashed. Glamourise authority.
The raven feeds itself.
Track Name: Lantern - Siberia
Portaci indietro
Ai tempi delle bugie
Nulla era mai quello che credevamo
E voi, ancora insieme.
Quando te ne sei andato, come mi hai lasciato
nella desolazione di una tua vecchia foto
quella spensieratezza che non ho ritrovato
L’avevi tu in qualche libro di Paul Auster.

Qualche giorno dopo cominciò a scrivere una raccolta di poesie, ora perdute, basate sulle tele della mostra: ciascun componimento prendeva il titolo da un quadro di Van Gogh. Furono le prime vere poesie che scrisse; più che un sistema per entrare nei quadri, erano un tentativo di riappropriarsi del ricordo di quel giorno. Ma prima che lo capisse dovevano passare molti anni.

Da quando te ne sei andato nel tuo gelido deserto
E ci hai incorniciato in una vecchia foto
Vedo ancora le luci di casa
Guardando dentro al grande telescopio
che tu non mi hai mai regalato.
Track Name: Löri Berensön - La Próxima Vida Será Mejor, Aún Estoy Aprendiendo
Desperté en medio de la inmundicia
Que dejó mi yo del pasado
Asqueado, arranque mi piel
Mi carne
Mis huesos
Quedó mi alma desnuda ante el cielo

Abrázame
Déjame tocar tu cabello
Y besar tu rostro
Escuchar tu corazón
Y ver cómo respiras al dormir

Es la medicina para
Salir de mi estado terminal.
Track Name: LYED - End/Less
The greed that runs though my veins. The blood quickly turns dry. Still waiting for the day that I will still taste heaven. Losing faith in my surroundings. Is this what's killing me? That makes me want to unscrew my head. Corrupted by the chaos of human nature. Drown in the shallow of my own beliefs. Another notch under the belt. It won't satisfied the hunger. From the top it seems nothing is good enough. To fulfill the negative space between. This fate will end up destroying me. Filling the void with unrest wants and desired needs. The degree of in-ordinance. Corruption over passion drilled so deep it can never be returned. A vicious thing to a fellow man. Let the void swallow my chest. I have it all, setting for no less. My long desire of reaching satisfaction. The vicious cycle of being unsatisfied. I hear it in a distance . I can hear it in the airwaves. The bottomless pit exhausts my spirit. An endless effort to satisfy the thirst. The eternal flame of motivation, the desperation of feeling complete. Reaching for something that will never reach back. Like a wolf cry's for the moon's touch. What is left of a man when the darkness sustains? A yearning desire of ignorance suffering. Intoxicated with the madness of human nature. I'll keep screaming at the moon. It's the least I could do.
Track Name: Ma Catharsis Et La Mort - Shine A Light
i was blind to see what you didnt want to hear.
ive tried desperately
now all by my self.
sickness and weakness
that feeds us (we feed them)
empty vacant eyes like windows stand like ghost looking outside, looking at the wasteland. thet teach us that dreams may come true but forget to mention that nightmares are dreams too.
and im done fighting, im letting myself down. cause it was never the same thing as it was once before. and im through with this sickness, putting away the gloves and im just leaving peacefully , i cant take this anymore
Track Name: Mariesena - Tempora Mutantur
Time stabs progress dagger
Under our ribs without remorse
As well as human fillings hide
Under thickness of history dust
Time is changing transforming us
In to heartless machines
From the very cradle we are brought up
Like a guard dogs
And we greedily pick the bones
Of faith, passion and love
And what is the most horrible, my friend,
that this processes are invisible
Those with whom i was growing up shoulder to shoulder
are slowly covering with a submission layer
Turning up into wax figures
Spare me, the avalanche of lust
Betrayal and fake smiles
Let me disappear in kind old days
When I held her hand
and saw her shy smile
Save me from today's her
Forever young...Forever drunk
Falling asleep in a strange,cold bed
Track Name: Meryl Streaker - A Mile In Ed Gein's Skin Shoes
My mind Wanders When I'm Alone
Drifting past my own limits into violent fantasies

When can fulfill the urge to see
the limits of humanity
no beating heart
no conscious start
just fantasy, Catharsis

Chastise my thoughts, I feel nothing, no comfort in life
Track Name: Minaret - Insane
Bezumets! Dni tvoi ubogi,
A ty zhdesh' zhizni ot lyubvi,-
Tak luchshe katorgoy v ostroge
Pustuyu dushu obnovi.

Kakaya b ni byla utrata,
Nesi odin svoyu tosku
I ne begi za gorst'yu zlata
Unizhenno k rostovshchiku.

Ot zhenskikh lyubopytnykh vzorov
Tai smertel'nyy strakh i drozh'
I sil'sya, kak v solome borov,
Iz serdtsa krov'yu vybit' nozh.

Dni tvoi ubogi,
Dni tvoi ubogi
Bezumets!
Dni tvoi, Dni tvoi
Ubogi!
Dni tvoi ubogi
Bezumets!
Track Name: Monoliths. - Daze (I)
awakened daze
dark mist and a smoldering haze
blood on my feet and oblivion from above
charred chords fill the night
what on earth has become
this prophet was false
no way out
wake of extinction
clear and present danger
of all these fears
Track Name: Nayru - The Monster Inside Me Has Grown So Big
Enslaved
Five years
Shackled to
a chamber

Those cindered eyes defy attempts at language
Aiming to tie together loose ends
That are forgotten and demolished

He loved me
Up until he stopped sleeping
and breathing
He loves me now
and is finally free

In miserable pasts and futures
A single strand is comfortably placed
In a red lined notebook that's stained with neglect
Remembrance is the last key to sanity

He was proud of me
He’s a skeleton
He was happy to see me
He’s dirt, he’s earth

Sanity is the last thing blocking enlightenment
Vowels don't always project
Souls can't always coalesce
Understanding is veiled
In consonants and euphemisms
Suffocating memories and repressed desires
For these words to reach those ears
Is the final act and last request
Of a decaying figure gorging itself on false pride and philosophies

Monsters will be monsters
Track Name: No Action - Neverclose
"Open all night truck stop stay alight.

Rolling over this hill and the last.

And we neverclose"
Track Name: Nous Étions - Les Vertiges Du Perché
Fragments entre ciel et terre
Les vestiges du squelette
Armature en suspension
Entre deux os, entre deux eaux
Les corps célestes s'enlacent et s'entremêlent
Qui tire les ficelles?
Fossile nouveau
Les vertiges du perché
Mobile d'éclats de verre
Accrochés sous une chape d'ébène
Les fémurs résonnent aussi bien que l'acajou
Musique macabre pour cadavres exquis
Il y a des trous dans le ciel
Un œil géant m'épie et m'observe
Track Name: NOYÉ - L'anticamera Di Tutte Le Perfezioni
Spesso, immerso in una realtà che m’ha ammalato, scappo col pensiero e penso: "è il sol modo per venir curato".
Giornate di pioggia interiore, prive di misantropia e falso amore, alla ricerca dell'anticamera di tutte le perfezioni:
L'umiltà.
Due sono i sentieri tracciati davanti, la situazione in cui mi trovo immerso mi conforta, sarò pronto al cambiamento?
Cambierò.
Track Name: Oak - Chapter I: Torn Down/Tearing Down
I used to have nightmares
Now they are gone
No dream is worse
Than waking up

I used to dream of unison
Of not walking alone
Right behind you
Now I watch you go

Today it hurts to see everything around me broken
Yesterday it hurt so much that I broke everything my hands could reach

I avoid myself
As no company hurts worse
Track Name: Øjne - Sotto i Tigli
Negli ultimi sedici mesi
avrò vissuto tre vite diverse,
tutte nello stesso momento
e ho perso più tempo a chiedermi
quale fosse la più importante,
che a viverle veramente.
Almeno una.

E cosa resta di Gennaio?
Oggi che è Primavera
tengo quei giorni in tasca,
perché se ho ancora qualcosa da salvare
è il momento in cui tutto aveva un senso.

Il primo giorno dell'anno,
quando mi sono svegliato,
ero in un posto nuovo,
che non avevo mai visto:
la camera di qualcuno
che era in vacanza altrove;
foto di gruppo appese al muro,
era già pomeriggio inoltrato.
Ed ho immaginato
che in quelle foto ci fossi io.

Più tardi quel giorno
abbiamo camminato
finché i palazzi anonimi
hanno iniziato a diventare familiari.
Sotto i tigli ho trovato,
tra petardi inesplosi e ricordi
tutte le parti migliori di me
unite da un unico filo
non più così sottile
che ora riesco a vedere
e in cui non inciampo più.

E non è il tuo nome che ho scritto
su un soffitto di legno ad Hannover
e abbiamo dormito per terra,
abbiamo passato il confine,
abbiamo giocato a Tetris
con tutte le nostre cose,
e in viaggio tra due città
era come se fossimo già arrivati.

E nel viaggio di ritorno
abbiamo visto l'oceano,
sapevamo che era solo il cielo,
ma vogliamo aver visto l'oceano.
Quando il sole è nascosto
e la strada è in discesa
ogni nuvola è una spiaggia
e ogni spiaggia è vuota.
Nessuno verrà a disturbare.

---

UNDER THE LIME TREES

Over the past sixteen months
I must have lived at least three different lives,
all at the same time,
and I've spent more time wondering
which one was most important
than actually living them.
At least one.

And what's left of January?
Now that it's spring
I keep those days in my pocket,
because if I still have something to save
it's the moment when everything made sense.

The first day of the year
when I woke up
I was in a new place,
one I had never seen before:
the bedroom of someone
who was on vacation somewhere else;
group pictures hanging on the wall,
it was already late afternoon.
And I imagined myself in all of those pictures.

Later that day
we walked
until the anonymous buildings
started to become familiar.
Under the lime trees I've found,
between unexploded firecrackers and memories,
all the best parts of me
connected by one single wire
that's not so thin anymore
so now I can see it
and I don't stumble on it anymore.

And it's not your name I wrote
on a wooden ceiling in Hannover,
and we slept on the floor,
we crossed the border,
we played Tetris
with all of our things,
and traveling between two cities,
it felt like we had already arrived.

And on the road back home
we saw the ocean,
we knew it was just the sky,
but we want to believe we saw the ocean.
When the sun is hidden
and the road is downhill
every cloud is a beach
and every beach is empty.
No one will come to disturb us.
Track Name: Old Love - SDSS J0907
He couldn't use his hands for the burial. Taping up this festering place. Sleeping next to dirt he knew he'd replace . Forget. Breathe. And then repeat. He didn't speak of it much but he was shamed by this blood, and when he saw the chance to forget his past it was just a matter of swallow the razor before life catches you.
Track Name: Old Soul - Emerald
Bastions call to me with doubt, Listen for whispers in the crowds. Living lifeless day end day. Shine, emerald shine.
When darkness fills us all throughout. Our penance is that we'll go without. Begging for light to feed their minds. Shine, Let them shine.
Waning, still bright lights draw them there. Arms open, daring them to care. When you're swept by these emerald signs. Shine, know they'll shine.
Hold them there and there they'll stay, Scale the walls, endlessly, endless crypt, uninspired. Under glass, no desires. Scale endlessly.
Scale to the edge, find a way. Scale.
who can see beyond the edge?
Pressed in amber dark. Waiting for the end. Find no sky.
Reach beyond the edge. look beyond the end.
Track Name: page of concrete - Archestones
when the fault that isolates our generation into a valleyed prison is that we fail to see the world around us because some of us believe that we are the world around us, watching the rain, ingrates uncontrollably froth at the mouth with such intensity a waterfall of self absorbed serum falls onto this cracked sidewalk (streetlights fading, sidewalks leading, some of us really believe that we are the world) and spreads to other reconditions of life where we are too blind to even acknowledge the extinction due to misconstrued acts of continuously killing ourselves not a fit antidote for the structured overhaul of humans
Track Name: Pale Hands - Разбившись О Черные Волны
в этом холодном море забвения
криков о помощи нет и не будет
только молчание станет свидетелем
вечной борьбы с непрощающей бурей

в щепки разбиты
мы все равно плывем к закату
не в наших силах
изменить курс корабля

наша гавань давно позабыта
но нас итак никто там не ждет

без конца
и без начала
вечное плавание
без устали и сна
не погребенные
но и не живые

посмотри, какое солнце
выбредает из-за туч
постарайся краем глаза
урвать последний
его луч

даже если это
просто огни
святого Эразма
который был глух
к нашим молитвам
бросить якорь
кто не хотел бы?
чтобы остаться
навеки в покое
остаться навеки
забытым и севшим на мель
просто причалить
в спасательной шлюпке
просто уснуть
и не проснуться

корабль
не тонет
пока есть
команда
Track Name: Perspectives - I Miss You
I still miss you
Like it was yesterday
You were sent to your early grave
Is it too late?
For one more embrace
The end of the race
The old grey hand of fate
Is it too late?

I guess I can't connect
To those left still standing
And long too much
For those who've past
The memories pass
Before my eyes
I still think of you
When I'm alone at night

Dear wishing well
Help me find
Dear wishing well
The end of my life
Dear wishing well
The end of my life

I guess I just miss the company
Playing cards and drinking tea
I wish you were still here with me
Just for a minute
Just to breathe easy
Just to feel something
Just to breathe easy
Just to feel something

I miss you more than you think
I'm on my knees wishing that the pain is for something
No matter what the heartache never stops

(And I still hear you)
Hold your tears when I go
Love yourself you'll find your home
(And I still hear you)
I'm still searching
(And I still hear you)
I'm still broken
(And I still hear you)
I'm still empty
(And I still hear you)
Empty
Track Name: Причал - Время
в огне заката сгорает день
и брат для брата захлопнул дверь
уже нет сил смотреть в глаза
и слышать крик чужого сна
изо дня в день

из под камня сознания
наружу лезет липкий страх
он обнимает дрожью
он приглашает особу ненависть
жить у нас
под каменным сознанием всех я приручу
чтоб быть не одиноким все себе прощу

в огне заката сгорает день
и что осталось для нас теперь
ведь больше нет координат пути
ведь мы...
Track Name: Raccoon City Police Department - All Life Is Lost
today is a new day and im trying to keep myself awake. i know with money it would be okay. and i know that im no rich man. but im contempt to stay the way i am see ive always been a failure. i used to aspire to be something.
now i feel less sick
now i feel less safe
i used to take losing badly but now i know that my whole life is one lost game. i was born to be a loser to let the winners have their way. it was the same in high school as it is the present the day
i cant control this
Track Name: Rainmaker - Farewell Swallows
Drawing the darkest landscapes, the deepest frozen lakes.
Where cold is a glint of nothingness's glow.
Drawing emptiness without knowing where to stop.
Stumble, tremble, shiver, shatter!

You can keep telling me white,
My answer will always be black.

De jour les victimes, c'est toujours facile.
Se morfondre est le chemin le plus court à prendre vers la sortie.
Tu peux mettre ça sur le compte de la jeunesse ou de l'ignorance.
Mais toujours est-il que je n'ai plus de temps à perdre.
Je ne sais pas où je vais, mais je suis pressé d'y aller.
Adieu hirondelles et autres collines,
Ce soir, c'est mon jour de grâce.

This is just one more winter,
This is just one more winter...
Endless and unpardonable.
Mother Sea, you've left me in the void,
And all I've got left is a frozen heart!
Farther Sun, you've left me in the void,
And all I've got left is a frozen heart!
Wide-open arms to freedom,
Raise your eyes to the sky and
Hear falling, its hoarse noises.
So meet Jackdaw, he's my brother,
Taking me away from here!

I've never considered the idea, that it might be possible, for me to fly,
To these dark landscapes that I've pictured myself in and,
Leave my bitterness behind. Leave place for Grace!
Track Name: Rebarker - Insomnia
Er quält sich nachts, windet sich schlaflos. Zu wenig Schlaf, zu viel Angst vor dem - was folgen wird.
Die Unruhe des Tages schlägt sich nieder.
Am Morgen erkennt er sich nicht wieder.
Die Leuchtziffern des Weckers:
um 2
um 3
um 4
Gnadenlos dokumentieren sie diese Nacht.
18 hours left
-repeat-
Track Name: Ruined Families - Nature's Worst
Destroy the maps and worship gravity
celebrate only love.
Those flags hang up there just to block my sun.
The new language of a blank future.
There's nothing honest in tradition.
A new logo for the same revolution.
From those basements where we isolate
We're coming out.
Slaves to desire
Doomed to create
Never compete
Never felt safe
We're made to fail.
Track Name: Science Is Made Up Of Mistakes - The Key Is In Your Hand (Personality)
If we can really understand the problem, the answer will come out of it. You must understand the whole of life, not just one little part of it. That is why you must read, that is why you must look at the skies, that is why you must sing and you must dance, write poems and suffer and must understand, for all that is life. In oneself lies the whole world and if you know how to look and learn, the door is there and the key is in your hand. Nobody on earth can give you either the key or the door to open, except yourself.

(Jiddu Krishnamurti)
Track Name: Shirokuma - Okami
Sinking down
Deeper down
In my own spit
Sinking down
In deciet

Unshackled, and set free
Unwanted, stil I feel no guilt
They say I never used to be like this
Tears without relief, thin like a leaf

"So please just see it by my side"

Where are the wolves now?
To hold my head up high
Where are the wolves now?
To see it by my side
Where are the wolves now?
To hold my head up high

Let me sink
Let me forget
Let me fall apiece / find my peace

Let me dream
Let me dream
Track Name: Shizune - An Appointment With Richard Harrison
灯りが消える時まで
諦めない
隠れずに
愛も感謝も
届かない
声にならない
どう言葉を吐けば?
例え汚れた言葉でも
どう言葉を吐けば?
and this never failed
to send a shiver down my spine
where my memories,
where my emotions have been lost I
won't stop digging holes
to my love
to stay gold
I can wait for you an eternity
as long as our time
does not end.
いつまでも待とう
我々の時が果てるまで
何が残される
全てを内に秘めたまま
未来の意味とは?
今も生きられず
届かない何かを探し
愛の道しるべを追って
今は何の鼓動も聞こえない
おれたちの傍は誰も
いつまでも待とう
我々の時が果てるまで
(we keep watching the horizon for signs of love,
where no-heart can hear the beat of those
who stand next to us)
Track Name: Solanas - Grasping At Ghosts
I'll make a home behind bones in my chest,
Tear out my lungs and settle down by my heart.
Nothing I can explain, grasping at ghosts again;
Fall from such great heights,
So many miles apart but you mean everything;
Fall from such great heights.
No more tragedy than part of history.
Where can we play our parts? Why do we fall apart?
When did we lose our hearts? Why do we fall from...
Such Great Heights (Fall from)
Such Great Heights (We'll fall from)
Such Great Heights (To fall from)
Such Great Heights (We fell from)
And we'll fall further.....at least together.
Track Name: Улыбайся Ветру - Смерть прометея
[Смерть Прометея]
Слишком холодно стало здесь. Разорвав полог из звезд стать счастливее, но не здесь; получить все ответы.
Мы на земле, солнце в руках не освещает дорогу во тьме.
Рассвет пробирает до костей, выжигает наши души дотла.
Кем мы станем на заре? Кем мы станем когда последний пророк умрет? Ветром или пеплом?

[Death of the Prometheus]
It became too cold in here. Worming through the canopy made of stars, becoming happier but not in here, getting all the answers.
We are on the ground, the sun in our hands cannot illuminate the path in the darkness.
The dawn is chilling to the bone, burns our souls to dust.
Who will we become at the reveille? Who will we become when the last prophet passes away? The wind or the ashes?
Track Name: Storm{O} - Delle Nostre Vite Appese
“DELLE NOSTRE VITE APPESE”

Crolleranno le mura che chiamavamo affettuosamente casa.
Il vento porterà via l’instabile sabbia su cui poggiavamo saldamente i piedi.
Consumati dalle intemperie ci gireremo a guardare le brillanti macerie dei giorni passati.
Sospesi nel vuoto, bruceremo in un attimo e il cerchio sarà chiuso.

~

“OF OUR HUNG LIVES”

Those walls that we lovingly call home will crumble.
The wind will carry away the unstable sand on which our feet stood fermly.
Consumed and weathered we' ll look back at those bright ruins.
Suspended in the void we'll burn in an instant and the circle will be closed.
Track Name: Tentacles - My Mortal Cord
howl of that the fatal flaw of. "oh how we were made for each other" and it’s with my mortal cord tied to yours. the weal of woe pass through me, and my feral form. how every callway to mercy street, is one right back to the foot of your throne. therein again - where my purpose is served. because its like this - I need you for the godless creature I am. I need you for the sake of veneration in that overture of rebellion. for the fatalist in me, to live eternally in you.
Track Name: The Thieving Hand - New Divisions
We turned the page and marked the date that played with our hearts. A steady pace will never change the end of every beat we hit. We start from the start and end in the dark, I'm lost with no heart & hope for a spark to see again. We're giving up on yesterday but lets just start this day today the way it was meant to be. I'm waiting for the world to see our life to expand into something worth watching and if we poured out our hearts why are we holding back from this? Let's give our hearts another chance to breathe once again and if we fall we'll get back up and do it all again. But lets hold on to this rope around your heart, we're waiting for a second chance to breathe. I'm standing still and waiting for another chance to take a step into this world that we created in our minds to only see and if our hands begin to bleed I'll always know that you're right beside of me. A new direction, a new start, a new day for you and me. Its a new day for you and me.
Track Name: Thy Solace - Ultima
restless
i cant find a way
to escape from all of this
how do i get there
is there a way to come back?
this has thrown me, its something
i can hardly figure out
i live wondering
if god has planned everything
what makes a thing beautiful?

i can hear you whisper
those words that brought to this
its stuck in my head
and i hear it a thousand times

and they are stuck into my mind
i can hear you whispear
those words that brought to this

how can i trust him?
if i don’t even trust myself
as icarus my wings got burned by the sun

any redemption is useless
rest in peace my god
i'm dying inside
demons got the best of me
a storm of vulture around my chest
everyone is taking pieces
of me
of a dead me

this is the end of the road
and i allready saw this before
my mind is wasted and i cant keep control
i would do something if i could
i cannot decide, i'm paralysed by the choice i have to make

the walls i built to protect myself
once a shelter they became my prison
i don't want
to lie to myself anymore
as some wishes come true i cant escape from the agony of hoping

a tear got deeper roots than a smile
we are not free until
we wish
we want
we fear
we hate
we love
we live
i will never be free
Track Name: Todos Caerán - Kafka On The Shore
Strike the match
and set the flame
Under unkempt skin.
Burn out the decaying bridges
Whose paths have been left to rot.
Explore the black triangle that surrounds us
And marvel at the colossal wreck.
Ignore the lines that divide the center
And burn these homes whose foundations are kindling.
Burn the paths laid by patriarchs.
Ignite the wastes to expunge the toxin
And drive it out to the river.
Teach the son to ignore the shadow of man;
Teach the daughter to blaze in glory.
Spark the light that will guide
And burn out the rot that surrounds.
Track Name: Toluca - Gaap
Сквозь шум ночей,
Услышь меня,
Я видел твою радость,
Она тонула в гневе.
Сквозь скорбь родных,
Научись жалеть,
Лишь тех, кто жив в реальности,
А не в твоей голове.
Закрываем глаза,
Нам так трудно поверить,
Что мы все ещё спим,
Мы все ещё спим.
Так ждем чудес,
Ничего не сделав,
Мы все ещё ждём,
Мы всё ещё ждём.
Тянем свои руки,
Что бы стать сильнее,
Но мы вместе никто,
Пришло время очнуться.
Здесь нету утра «для двоих»,
Пусть все реалии качнутся,
Мы разменяли суть «живых»
И потеряли нить, что бы назад к себе вернуться.
И в мире зависти и зла,
Мы заживо сожрем все чувства,
Что б на века и навсегда,
Внутри нас стало пусто.
Track Name: Toska - Take Home Pay
Bone grinds on bone as he walks bent at a slow pace. Never resting a structure bent on joints so worn that grooves run deep. He's always been eakept running. Labor built his body to wear this pain as miles have built his mind to I forget. But he does mind dying here in a factory, in a shop. But he does mind dying on a rail denied his due. Not numbed to his broken body and not numbed to his take home pay.
Track Name: Trembling Hands - This Hollow Chest
Head on to the other side. No one will stand us by. Out of time and out of place. This is the last trace.

Let's hope that by tomorrow all memories of this are all gone. I guess all you needed was someone you could lean on.
This is all that I have left, a hollow chest and regret. These hands of mine and the fear of joy. A hollow chest and regret.

You and me could waltz on forever. Twist and turn about what's left together. But let's hope that by tomorrow all memories of this are all gone. I guess all you needed was someone you could lean on. I wish I was someone you could lean on.
Track Name: Via Fondo - Strategi
fascination, lust, hunger,
och aktier.
kniv och gaffel.
bordet dukat med potential.

blad för blad
droppe för droppe
bit för bit
blev allt ditt

ändlös aptit
större skörd nästa år
alltid ett nästa år.
fascination, lust, hunger,
och aktier.
kniv och gaffel.
bordet dukat.

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fascination, lust, hunger
and stocks.
knife and fork.
table is set with potential.

leaf by leaf
drop by drop
bit by bit
all became yours

endless apetite
larger harvest next year
always a next year
fascination, lust, hunger
and stocks.
knife and fork.
table is set.
Track Name: We Never Learned To Live - Kepler
If I could place a picture frame around my 23 years. I'd nail a compass to the top. Then I'd push it out into the ocean and tell the waves to never stop. No you never stop. Maybe one day I'd find it through the mist, washed up with all the fucking guilt that I thought I'd forgot. With its broken arms still pointing to you. How could it not? In our soul, she eats away our fears (Oh conscience, how can I stray?). So are my eyes open or just staring in to nothing? I'm looking at the compass, but all the arms fall away. I'm looking at the ink stains resemble all the things that I was too afraid to say. These vessels of guilt; torn tight and severed at the seams. I find myself looking for circles in squares, and squares within emptiness, and emptiness within loneliness. I find myself replaying the same old memories, replaying the same old treacheries, replaying the same old tragedies. I find myself hating, I find myself sure, I find myself replaying, I find myself guilt. I find myself remembering, I find myself hurt. I find myself turning to the old familiar paper tongues.
Track Name: Weak Wrists - Spreading
Spread til our feet give out, til our throats wear, til our hearts dry
Ignorant lies bring the cause and demise
Digestible matter, decay and decompose

Let me disappear
Disappearance to reclamation
Avoidance in cowardice
Nothingness as bliss
Track Name: The Weight Of Water - Colourless
these flowers growing into nothing
my heart - their soil
my mind - their grave
colours for the world to see
shallow roots are killing me

everything is beautiful
everything is falling apart

you're digging deep to find the truth
empty graves awaiting you
staring at these weathered walls
just to find my aching soul

waiting for the day to come
waiting for its time to pass
knowing nothing will be there
outside this empty shell
Track Name: Well Wisher - Haze (You Buried It)
How much do you remember about those summers we spent together? Because I don’t seem to be able to recall all the things I thought that I’d miss, your perfume and your sun kissed skin, turns out they meant nothing all along.
I was haunted by the emptiness that filled the hole you left, a grave I still can’t bring myself to visit yet. Though I won’t be losing sleep, I still refuse to regret, it took me so long to admit that we were dead; but we were dead.
You buried it in the back yard of a house that we built with our bare hands, where you said we’d grow old together. I felt safe there, I knew every crooked frame, every creaking stair, I could have stayed my whole life, but time was never a friend of mine.
I got so scared that I disappeared into my head for 8 lonely years, and it killed me but it hurt you too and I’m sorry, I’m sorry. But you weren’t there when I needed you most, I felt like I was a ghost of someone you used to love, but I was never enough to save us.
So tell me, is it serious between you and him? I hope to god he makes you happy, I hope I never hear your name again.
The home we made was never more than a house where we fucked and we ate but never fell in love, now you’re sleeping in the bed we made with somebody else, are you happy? Are you happy?
I got so scared that I disappeared into my head for 8 lonely years, and it killed me but it hurt you too and I’m sorry, I’m sorry.
Track Name: Wet Petals - Amphetamines x Ad Infinitum
crush up the pill
insufflate the hollowness

drown in the mirror
compute the lies
drink of the drugs
corrode the shrine

drown
drown
drown
Track Name: Yarn Of Norna - Solace
Look, impenetrable dark is coming
City’s silhouette,

in which you lived and loved,
disappears in this darkness like a ghost.

World is going out from human’s foolish and indifference hands,
Cause we forget how to believe, understand, love each other.

Valuables are lost, hope fades.

They are eaten of granite monster
and lost in his womb.
Nobody ventures to set fire and finds an exit to revive the missing sun.

One day the time comes and we will leave behind smithers of past

The last man will find the way out womb
But it will be too late.
And he didn’t catch a sight of his nonexistent sun.
Track Name: Young Mountain - Seasons Apart
I wonder where you where at night
what you felt,and what the taste of the wind was like
and how your eyes glimmer in the moonlight

It's written here,
in every simple little thing
I'll just laugh because it hurts to much
and walking home seems to take forever
when im in a pensive mood
i wonder if you
had just a moment to think..
seasons and structures seem to change



now i just keep my head down staring at the ground

if only the pieces of my heart could be assembled again,
but theyre far too many and scattered all over the place
will i ever see you again? in the same light as i used to

i loved you, i still love you, but you will be the last one, you will be the last

those songs will forever be ours
but these times might not be

i'm ready to let go, i'm ready to live as birds and wolves
with no intention of any future
always a season apart

you will be the last
Track Name: Youth Novel - II
brand me (undignified)
unhand me (to the pulsing tide)
my heartache and my confidant
i love, i live

the touch of your skin is leaving me flushed
and i live with the guilt of knowing too much
i'll be just fine

brand me undignifed
and release me to the pulsing tide
my heartache and my confidant
i love, i live, i loved, i lived
Track Name: Yusuke - Petals And Thorns / Home Is Where The Heart Is, So Consider Me A Zombie
This flame inside of me ignites in the shape of you, but is trenched in the waves of leaving not the first and definitely not the last time.
Rip these fucking thoughts out my head and give me the ones I had before.
I can’t live another day knowing that I can’t look back without doubt.

My heart is filled with people who won’t listen!

So I guess I am better off if this all ends.
Get your hand out of my pocket, I am no means to an end.
Is empathy really something you have to be explained?
Compassion over greed any day.
You could learn a thing or two from that.