Cult Songs Vol. 3

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Hi friends.

This is the third release of 'The Death Of A Modernist - Cult Songs' mix tape series.

A very big 'thank you' goes out to all the amazing bands/artists and labels who agreed to participate in this crazy idea of mine. I'm absolutely blown away by all the interest and talent received. This mix has completely exceeded my initial expectations.

I would also like to thank all the friends who have supported this blog since day one and the new friends being made everyday. Thank you! <3

I hope you all enjoy these new jams. Please spread the word, download and share this mix tape with all your friends.

Lastly... if you enjoy any of these bands/artists, please do support them. Any little gesture will go a long way. They are all amazingly talented and deserve your attention.

Peace.

T.

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released June 30, 2015

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Track Name: 18 Seconds - In The End We're All The Same
N/A
Track Name: A Secret Revealed - The Veil
:: THE VEIL ::

see the truth through your own eyes | and do not trust the shadows | I can get you on the right path | there is a place where no dark exists | only the light gives us our forgotten memories back | people standing with their backs to each other

they do not know anymore | they do not want to remember | they hide in their dreams | they have no redemption | no redemption

I find my memories in you again | keep them | I see the truth in your eyes and not the shadows

they are the last things I have left | keep them forever | they must burn in your thoughts | keep them forever | it will burn | keep them forever

they hide in their dreams | they have no redemption | and the veil will disappear
Track Name: Absent Sound - Meaniac!
:: MEANIAC! ::
Track Name: Albinobeach - Croupier
N/A
Track Name: All These Fallen Trees - Codename Buffalo
N/A
Track Name: Archabald - The Great Composer
:: THE GREAT COMPOSER ::
Track Name: Are We Having Fun Yet? - My Friend Kills Time
N/A
Track Name: Autumn Creatures - 11:57
N/A
Track Name: Beaver - Tarnished
:: TARNISHED ::

(I’ve always known you’ll tarnish, as the moments pass and you change, for the last time)
(You gotta fight this war, all by yourself and you lose)
Yes! I saw your back when you left the room
I’m not the one to judge you!
So what’s the price of your misery?
Is it the same as the price of living?

When I saw you for the very last time with your eyes closed
I’ve never asked myself what I’m ought to do
Or what you want me to be
And how disgusting it is, or how disgusted you would be.. That I feel nothing.

Yes I’m aware we never said our goodbyes
I’ve never meant to judge you
How could I look straight to your eyes if you knew what I’ve became
And how little this all means that I failed you.

What’s the price of failure, when I fail you
(Can I face the truth when it knocks back to me?)
Track Name: Bloch - Læno Pt.2
N/A
Track Name: Chris Hartt - All I Ever Do
:: ALL I EVER DO ::

All I ever do is wreck your hopes
Your hopes
Hopes

I carelessly walk on my own
This is all I ever do

All I ever do is break your heart
Your heart
Heart

I carelessly walk my way home
I’ll go hide so I can’t see all the way

Blame me so I know
I’m lost and it’s too late

All I ever do is wreck your hopes
Your hopes
Hopes

I carelessly walk on my own
This is all I ever do
Track Name: CLUSTERSUN - Hipgnosis
:: HIPGNOSIS ::

You don’t seem to know how fast and easy you get out of your ego
You don’t seem to care, caught up in a system that fails

Just follow my river

There must be a place, somewhere to return
It does exist a place drown in your concern

You don’t seem to know how fast and easy you get out of your ego
You don’t seem to care how cold is the outer space

Out of your ego

There must be a place, somewhere to return It does exist a place drown in your concern
Just out of your ego
Track Name: Debutante - Mold
:: MOLD ::

wedlock burying its sad children in the woods
never caught
never questioned
who would?

we dig them out
these vessels of flesh and blood
found holes punched in their backs
their skulls filled with static and mold

we showered them in kind words and love
but how fruitless these efforts were
one whimpered
"all your mending, your supposed help
it's piercing
it's crushing
it's too much
it hurts"

i never got what happened next
increasing noise
static ripped a skull apart
its splinters gnawed into my skin
i bled.
screamed.

"say no more
we could just seal you away
theres noone to confide in
for the rest of your days"
Track Name: Diamond Thug - Waiting On The Sun
:: WAITING ON THE SUN ::

Falling down, as we keep to the sounds, they know how it is.
They’ll lose their love and take ours, with nothing else to give.
And I would walk and you would talk, and I would have the strength
To say I will do it all to find the way again.

I gotta give it up, I gotta go again.
I don’t know where to live, but I’ll find it in the end.
But I have you know, have you by my side.
Could this be the start or is it in my mind?

We keep waiting, sipping on the sun
And I can’t win if you don’t let me run
(x2)

Waiting for the fun.

As we would walk through these ghost towns
I’d follow the wind and keep to the things that bring me back down.

I gotta give it up, I gotta go again.
I don’t know where to live, but I’ll find it in the end.
But I have you know, have you by my side.
Could this be the start or is it in my mind?

We keep waiting, sipping on the sun
And I can’t win if you don’t let me run
(x4)

Waiting for the fun.

Run, run as I go again.
Falling down as I go again.
And I keep my head up again as I fall in.
Cos I’ll run, run as I go again.
Falling down as I come again.
And then I go on down, falling down again.

We keep waiting, sipping on the sun
And I can’t win if you don’t let me run
(x4)

Waiting for the fun.
credits
Track Name: Dystopia Nå - My Eyes Are The Atoms Of The Sun
:: MY EYES ARE THE ATOMS OF THE SUN ::
Track Name: Eeden - Last Days
:: LAST DAYS ::

On the earth where we living right now
There was nothing some days ago
But then He created everything
He never asked us of what we think
Because we did not exist yet
And now I'm at the edge of the world
So where do I go from here?
No one needs a road when everybody dead
This cities never sleep
Or maybe I am sleeping all the time?
Sometimes blind side is all around you
Myself is also blind, when following the noise
No one wants to be a worst
Even if you need to kill a first
I don't wanna do this by myself
I've heard these lines a thousand times
And I've seen it all before
Still walking by the circle in the timeless road
And only hands that gave me life
Keep holding me, when I'm fall
And in this hands I want to die
Track Name: escucha - The Rope Walk
:: THE ROPE WALK ::

pitchfork, fuck talk
keep it all inside
tomorrow is new
keep it all inside
we search for worlds
dig for gold
and start the dances
while they build the towers
burn the books
and fuck the ashes
the rope walk
we tame all the deadly creatures
and kiss all the friendly foe
with masks that will cover faces
see things i don't want to know
way down under the precipice
the place where everything begins
my palms sweat and I shake my hands
noiselessly and in vain
keep it all inside
down dusty meadows
wide roads
keep it all inside
smile as you frown
in absentia the poet plays dead
they ask the questions
slit the throats
and no one answers
the rope walk
this place is so empty
since you had your way
this ground is so deadly
nothing ever grows around here
so give up, abandon this
and run for your life
if you really care
third place
it isn't so bad
we could've won
colliding in mid air
these simple ideas threaten
my soul has left me
for a split second
one moment in time
it's more than enough

reaching

skin touch

scented

fragrant
Track Name: Estates - Hope
:: HOPE ::
Track Name: Giacomo Pope - Paris
N/A
Track Name: Glasir - Until We Dissolve
N/A
Track Name: Grand Détour - Demi-chaîne
N/A
Track Name: Hands Upon Salvation - As Winter Calls
:: AS WINTER CALLS ::

Cacophony restraining
Its on their minds
Its on their souls
It's on the ground
This epic are about to summons
And in my eyes
The discordance on every scale and every level
It's flaming alive

Burning all remains burning
And now disease is spreading
The fear withering humans
In darkness they engulfing
Divided concealed suffering
The nation drowning in pain
The nation towards extinction
Extinction.

Tell me can you see it?
Tell me can you feel it?
Tell me can you hear it?
Tell me can you stop it?

They will not regret their deeds
They will not regret their greeds

Violence
Oppression
Carnage

Theres no chance that you can take
And this is what you wanted

Revenge revenge savagely
Your moral your orders your commands
Revenge revenge savagely
Your morals your orders your commands
I will defy
I will defy
I will defy your greeds

Broken
My wings are broken
Your wings are broken
Broken down by human scars

As winter calls our name
My wings are broken
My wings are broken
Our wings are broken
Our wings are broken
As winter calls our name
Track Name: Helens - Just Like Pet Sounds
:: JUST LIKE PET SOUNDS ::
Track Name: Highlights Of Our Modern World - The Sky Made Us Ten Feet Tall, Then We Toppled Further
N/A
Track Name: HOURS - Future History
:: FUTURE HISTORY ::

Get this right, I'm ashamed that I'm to blame for us
Just for once, I would like to hold my tongue and spare my thoughts
Free fall into the storm
An overdose of dust
Catch my knees and break my heed
Am I the only one?

Kill some time watch this fucking out

I believe that we were like chaos lost in lust

Let's take this point and cut our strings
And tear our worlds apart
Watch it spew and echo through the emptiness of our hearts
It's broken, I can't feel the life lurking in our dark side
Suffocate the room, make your move
This ends tonight

The only thing that ever let us down
Was your ego needing to feel proud
Track Name: ialive - Alone
:: ALONE ::
Track Name: The Illusion Of Free Will - A Prophetic Jouney
N/A
Track Name: IN THE EARTH - Nyx
:: NYX ::
Track Name: Jacob - i
:: I ::

i, invisible, met you, the sun
now all light is gone, as is desire
…and attention

i need some time to figure out what i need in my life, separate from you
…i know you're not listening and know you don't need to

you were the sun

i will write you endless songs that won't see the light of day
i will write you endless songs and still drive you away
Track Name: JE double F - Recently Deceased
:: RECENTLY DECEASED ::
Track Name: Jonathan Fraser - Tell Me What Makes You Smile
N/A
Track Name: KLMBRNG - Haunted
N/A
Track Name: Lighteater - Quiver
N/A
Track Name: Lights After Dark - Waste Of Time
:: WASTE OF TIME ::

I wish that I could take it all back. This time I don't know if I can find a way to fix myself. I don't know if I can fix myself. I walked right into my own death trap. Tell me who you think about when I'm away. Who do you think about when I'm away?

It all helps to feed this neverending misery.
It all helps to feed this never ending...

I'm a wreck and a mess. Tell me was it all worth it. Tell me was it all worth it. Was it all worth it?

The soles on my shoes aren't as rundown as you. Please don't tell me to cool down ever again. Ever again. I see the cracks in your eyes. I don't even know why I thought I could, I thought I could, I thought I could, fix you.
Track Name: Medicine Boy - The Villain
:: THE VILLAIN ::

Getting it right, getting it wrong
Getting with the program now I'm getting along
Letting it loose, letting it go
You know I let my hair down, yeah I'm letting it grow

Out in the meadow, deep in the woods
I cut your name in the willow
Cut it deep & good

Take my bones
All my bones now mama
Build a home
Just for you now mama

I'm about to begin
Don't you wanna come in
See me shed all my skin
Turning into a king

I sharpen my nails, I sharpen my teeth
I think I'm growing a tail, oh what a relief
I've been thinking of you standing there in the light
you know I tore down my roof so I can look at the stars all night

Take my bones
All my bones now mama
Build a home
Just for you now mama

I'm about to begin
Don't you wanna come in
See me shed all my skin
Turning into a king
All my nails turn to claws
And my teeth into jaws
Got no time for your cause
And no more use for your laws

Little by little
And drop for drop
My body is brittle
My heart starts to stop
Just a little
Going shot for shot
Struck down in the middle
But died on top.
Track Name: meet me in montauk - Poor Me
:: POOR ME ::

what will you do when I’m led astray,
your efforts are pointless like the rain You tried to help me, I’m too far gone Help me, poor me, I’m sorry if I ever hurt you
So what will you do what will you say? When I’m gone We were perfect I am worthless And I’m lost what will you do what will you say? When I’m gone We were perfect I am worthless And I’m lost And I’m gone
I hurt you If I pushed you out will you come running to help me From the drugs and the cutting I see the rain and the lightning Pouring from your pretty face You deserve so much more You deserve the world you deserve more than me
what will you do what will you say? When I’m gone We were perfect I am worthless And I’m lost what will you do what will you say? When I’m gone We were perfect I am worthless And I’m lost And I’m gone
Track Name: Memories & Reunions - We'll Go On
:: WE'LL GO ON ::

Hey baby, I talk to you
We’re confident right know
Will you spend some of your words tonight
To make me know about

What goes on in your head?
Are you afraid of trying?
You know that it’s okay for me
If you should tell you need more time

You told me about your past
And I know what you went through
But do you mind if I stay for a while?
Cause it’s all I wanna do

It’s understandable
You act like you’ve been taught
But believe me when I swear to you
That I’ll give you all I’ve got

Will you stay with me?
We could find a way out
It’s starting to get hard to me
To hear your whining shout

Forget everything
You thought you knew about
Say you want it
And we’ll go on

Though I try not to hurt you
It could happen eventually
But I don’t want to cause no harm, my dear
Just doesn’t depend on me

From the moment when we met
I know which road I’ve to choose
Just let me in for real, you’ll see
We’ve nothing left to lose
Track Name: Moro Moro Land - Посеявшие смерть
:: Посеявшие смерть / THOSE WHO'VE SOWED THE DEATH ::

Вся кровь земли
Пускай сгорит!
Пусть небо застилает дым,
Чтоб свет от глаз закрыть!
И тот, кому молились вы,
Вас не услышав не простит
И не спасет,
Его там нет, увы.

Ключи пусть перестанут бить,
В пустыни превратив моря!
И неспособная родить
Бесплодная земля
На километры впереди
Останется лишь для тебя
И для меня.

И остановятся сердца,
Что не стучали в унисон!
И погрузившись в вечный сон,
Мы наконец поймем...
Была пора понять давно,
Мы шли не тем путем!

И под тобой мертва твердь.
Пусть пожинает смерть,
Тот, кто посеял смерть!
Кто поджигал, тому гореть!
Пусть пожинает смерть,
Тот, кто посеял смерть!

В ответе только мы.
Здесь некого винить.
Мы просто здесь одни,
Нас некому простить.
Смотри на что годны
Всё золото и медь.
Посеявшие смерть,
Мы пожинаем смерть!
Мы пожинаем смерть!
Track Name: NevBorn - Ozymandias
:: OZYMANDIAS ::
Track Name: NOISE LOCK - Clockwork
:: CLOCKWORK ::
Track Name: Parts In Different Places - Exits
N/A
Track Name: Past Haunts - Apparition (Hunting Ground)
:: APPARITION (HUNTING GROUND) ::

You're coming up from the floorboards.
I can feel you rising as the room turns cold.
Out of sight, out of mind (or so I thought).
But problems left are problems grown.
Tonight I'll dig up these old bones.
They've been down here for far too long.
Out of sight, out of mind (or so I thought).
Neglect the seeds, but still they grow.
Too many buried memories will be the death of me.
A hunting ground for insecurities.
Too many buried memories will be the death of me.
This garden blooms in misery.
I smell the iron in the air tonight.
You're coming up from the floorboards.
I can feel you rising as the room turns cold.
Out of sight, out of mind (or so I thought).
But problems left are problems grown.
Tonight I'll dig up these old bones.
They've been down here for far too long.
Out of sight, out of mind (or so I thought).
Neglect the seeds, but still they grow.
Track Name: régresser - Too Much, Too Little
:: TOO MUCH, TOO LITTLE ::

WE’RE QUICK TO BEHEAD, WHEN WE SUSPECT AN EMPTY THREAT. ROW YOUR BOAT INTO YOUR OWN MOUTH. YOU’VE GOT THE WORDS, THEY JUST DON’T COME OUT. WHEN YOU CAN BE ALONE WITH YOUR OWN THOUGHTS YOU CAN BE A DANGER TO YOURSELF. WHEN YOU BORROW ALL YOUR THOUGHTS FOR TOO LONG YOU BECOME A DANGER TO US ALL. I THINK I BELIEVE IT. IT FEELS LIKE I’M DIGGING TRENCHES JUST TO GET LEG ROT, TO HAVE A LIMB TO CUT OFF. FEELS LIKE I THINK TOO MUCH AND DON’T SAY ENOUGH TO MY LOVED ONES. FEELS LIKE ‘HAPPY’ IS SOME FAR OFF, DISTANT PLANET, WHERE NO ONE LIVES. JUST CALM DOWN. YOU’VE GOT A LIMB OVER THE COMPETITION. YOU’VE GOT YOUR TUNNEL VISION. STOMACH SINKING UNDERNEATH ME. PERFECTING RUNS ON VIOLINS DRAPED OVER FOREST WOOD. YOU CAN LET GO OF ALL YOUR CIRCUMCISIONS. YOU’VE GOT BIG IDEAS BUT YOU’RE SCHIZOPHRENIC. CAN’T HEAR THE THOUGHTS YOU THINK YOU’RE THINKING. A PIECE IS MISSING. WITHOUT OUR FEATHERS WE JUST WALK IN CIRCLES. WITHOUT OUR SHOVELS WE’LL JUST BREAK MORE MIRRORS. WE WILL JUST BREAK MORE MIRRORS.
Track Name: Sail On! Sail On! - Breach
:: BREACH ::

You left
You are the departed
In every real sense there's no accomplishment
We're what's left
A shadow of a former self
A ghost of homes and friends
And broken promises you can't keep

You complain that the only time we've made an effort
To talk to you is when we wanted something
Well look who's talking now?
I hadn't heard from you in three months
I assume that you're okay
Because there wasn't even as much as a "hi, how's it going?"
I understand that you've escaped
The life and the fines and the money takers
But you also escaped us, you escaped me
You know I always thought I would be the one
Who grew fed up with you, not you with us

And yet I'm okay, I'm fine I think
Not that you would know
I'm not ungrateful for what you've done
But can you blame me for hating what you've become

You tell yourself you're set in stone
The same person you were back home
The hole you left remains a blow
To me I need to make this change
I tell myself I'm not the same
A different body, different brain
Your mistakes are not ingrained
It's up to me to make the change

"Oh frail city!
Where strangers arrive
Pushing into cracks
There to abide

Oh blue city!
Old friends gather sighs
At the foot of docks
After the tide

Uncrowned city!
Where sparrows alight
In spider tracks
On sills well high

Doomed city!
Closing comes the night
History awakens
Here to abide"

Frail Age
Fisher kel Tath
Track Name: Sakawa Boys - Sakawa
:: SAKAWA ::

You know the rules only change when you see my face
The power is out but your eyes seem hungry again

I only do all these things just to get along
Profit from tears on your keyboard, but you’re still my friend

Only moves like papers in the wind
Cold comfort still holds you down in the end

You know she said
She hungers for natural magic
I said slow down
Oh please don't be upset

And it's the same funny story I always tell
A casual smile and a bite of the lip at the end’
Track Name: SALMIST - Of A Mind Like A Morgue
:: OF A MIND LIKE A MORGUE ::

My love was first found in you.
Green eye and its twin in blue.
The form your body makes in my sight...
I'll stop right there for the sake of being contrite.

The reason I write now.
On the noon of this November day.
Is for a waking ache in my chest, and yes, it is the same chest that made a home for your heart, and gave rest to your head.
And time has seemed to mend the wounds, though my teeth bite at the seams that have been stitched.

I gave you up, yet I keep giving.
I let you down, but I can't find it in me to let you go.

But I still sit, in a cold room unfamiliar.
Thinking of you distantly, reminiscing what once was.
For on this very morning, you are dressed in white.
In the arms of your future, a man to treat you right.
and I am left to the shadows, of a past still yet to be forgotten.
And you're not thinking of me now, and why would you.
Before the mirror, reciting vows as you paint your lips.
Getting the dress past your hips, those which I did sleep in between.
Holding back now from being obscene,
I will only keep your image clean.
So here's to you, and the new life before you.

I gave you up, yet I keep giving.
I let you down, but I can't find it in me to let you go.

Of a mind like a morgue, dead memories scattered upon
walls and floors.
If it possible to still behold the small embers light.
Beneath the ash of burnt love letters, and years gone by.
Let me only to see her face, and behold the love that led me to grace.
-
Track Name: Shipley Hollow - Salamander Sweater
:: SALAMANDER SWEATER ::

"Over time, the particles will, all but die, the earth exhales, catching light, in your hands, you always try, but nothing."

Chorus:
It moves beneath your feet, dog isn't dead just playing hard to meet
Track Name: Sleep Beggar - Trouble Hunters
:: TROUBLE HUNTERS ::
Track Name: Sleeping Bear - Avalanche
N/A
Track Name: The Spouds - Bending Plywood
:: BENDING PLYWOOD ::

Room is all decked out
I see you in the crowd
And I wonder if
You could ever buy twelve inch cause of first note played
Get immersed by music that is out of tune
Cause we do

Finding a foreign land
No casus belli at hand
Annexing piece by piece
Driving you to your knees

You don't seem impressed
Kind of like the rest
I just wonder if
You could ever buy twelve cause of first note played
Get immersed by music that is out of tune
Cause we do

Finding a foreign land
No casus belli at hand
Annexing piece by piece
Driving you to your knees
Track Name: Take One Car - In The Wind
:: IN THE WIND ::
Track Name: Taker 51 - Onofre
N/A
Track Name: TAMBORA - Dokkōdō
:: DOKKODO ::

Fresh blows the wind to homeland
Little child, where do you wait?
Winter combs the earth, covering us in forgetful snow
Feeding your little life, your little dreams, your little world

Desolate and empty lies the sea
Re-arranging; beneath the waves, a silent change

Disciples of youth – Belial born
Turn me into a pillar made of salt, and watch me yearn
To stand tall on mountains high, throwing stones at golden calves
Watch as the tablets, they fall to the floor

Desolate and empty lies the sea
Re-arranging; beneath the waves, a silent change

Waiting, slowly, waning, breathing, empty
Empty thoughts and empty minds – they only produce their same kind

Desolate and empty lies the sea
Re-arranging; beneath the waves, a silent change
Track Name: TAUUSK - Vision
N/A
Track Name: Terra - I Fold
:: I FOLD ::
Track Name: This Fall - Moysa
:: MOYSA ::

First time we met I felt disoriented
Lost in this reality that takes us for granted
A blind run in search of answer, who will choose the direction?
Why couldn’t I stop, open my eyes and ask myself questions?

I can remember I was walking through the dust and the wind
So was the air at the crossroads when I heard your voice in the trees
Your hand offered me something I had never ever seen before
You showed me a different pathway, an escape for my own

To a world where every noise becomes a sound
And each word is hovering between ointment and wound
To A world where every noise becomes a sound
And each word is hovering

Experience, deep memories in an old back page
Our travel is the urge of a blank one, the opening in the cage
Another break in the wall, till every note has got its wings to fly
And every voiceless in this world can scream: "My name is not a lie"

Like that raft standing at the mercy of the high tide
Mirror doesn't reflect tears, what's left inside?
It feels so strange to hear who always comforted me crying
Nothing to do with salvation, take me in your arms and bring my mind

To a world where every noise becomes a sound
And each word is hovering between ointment and wound
A world where every noise becomes a sound
And each word is hovering

I found you

Here's Moysa
There's Moysa
Track Name: Thisismenotthinkingofyou - La dague d'encre - III
:: LA DAGUE D'ENCRE - III ::

The old bridge is burning!
Embers blowing away in the wind.
Each tiny spark, bright in the dark.
Making their presence known in a single second.
Forever remembered in a mind eternally forgotten!
Track Name: The Truth About Dreaming - How Faceless Joe Lost His Leg
:: HOW FACELESS JOE LOST HIS LEG ::
Track Name: Watermark High - Let It Enfold You
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Track Name: We Deserve This - Neverender
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Track Name: WeAreAllSlaves/Third-I/Antitalent - Substitutional Tears
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Track Name: Yanos - V. Acceptance
:: ACCEPTANCE ::

"The lamp that lit my dark corner is out."

Time has been on my side through all these struggles
Fear and despair give way to quiet expectations
I have expressed my resentments, my envy for the living and healthy
Overcame my anger at those who don’t have to face their end so soon
It’s time for me to say goodbye

Now please just leave me alone
Just leave me alone!

Leave me here
I request limitations
Your lingering presence:
The only thing left
The only thing I need

Leave me here
No more words
To close my eyes forever:
The only thing left
The only thing I need

Leave me here
No more fighting
My rebirth into imagination:
The only thing left
The only thing I need

I bow to you all and take my departure

I have my leave
Brothers and sisters bid me farewell
Your last kind words, my last kind memory
I will wait for you on the other side.